brings a smile to my face... :)

So, as you can gather from my last post I'm kinda freaked out about the whole "college" thing. Like I am the most indecisive person you will ever meet. I DETEST making decisions. I don't know where I got this from, but it really can deter a person in everyday life. However, a little while ago I was reading one of my favorite blogs and in this particular post I found this bible verse that she had written:

Jeremiah 29:11.

'For I know the plans I have for you' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'

Reading this made me feel better inside, and brought a smile to my face. Maybe, just maybe things won't be has bad as I thought... :)

Scared just a little....

So, I know that it's summer.

I know that we are supposed to be living young, wild, and free or whatever.

But, today at family Sunday dinner my great aunt asked Cory and I what we were gonna do for college. 

I honestly have zero idea.

and I'm a little scared to say the least.

what if I can't figure it out....what if I make a wrong decision.....

Why you so obsessed with me?! haha My current Obsessions :)

Sooooo.....

Currently I find myself being obessed with:

*Feather Extensions

  I want some SO bad!

*Looking up ideas for re-doing my room when I move houses

*This bag

It is GORGEOUS.

*Lauren Conrad

Not in a creepy way. I just really like her style, and her books.

*Kendall Jenner

Again, not creepy. I like her style, and she is a cheerleader so she is automatically AWESOME. :)

*Youtube

I spend SO much time watching beauty and fashion videos on there. Like you would not believe. Especially MacBarbie07 videos, I love her! I really wanna start making youtube videos, like it seems super fun, but I don't know.... :)

*Magazines

*Cutting up old magazines and saving them to make collages and what not!

I have wayyy too much fun doing this.

*Twitter

I freaking love tweeting :)

*Swimming and just being in the sun

Well it is Summer after all....

*Downloading TONS of new songs

So, yeah. This is just some of the things that I find I am currently obsessed with. Ya know, like just a quick update I felt like posting. Uh, I just love this stuff. :)

Later Alligator ;)

It gets Better :)

So, I know that lately my posts have not been the happiest things in the world.

BUT....

My world is already looking better.

and I couldn't be more happy or excited to see what is in store for me now in my life.

All I can say is...Finally :)

ASIA IS HAPPY!

Too Much on my plate.

I feel like I'm drowning in my own life.
I don't know what to do.
I've gotten in too deep.
How do I get out...

My New Hero!

So, I'm getting back into blogging. YAAAYYYY! 
I know that I haven't blogged for a while. Well besides the one that I did yesterday at like 9:00 or something, but  before that it was an extremely large gap in between my posts. If you go read some older posts you can see my excuses for why I haven't blogged...I'm busy..yadda yadda yadda. 
But, yeah, I am really getting back into it and am excited to just start posting whatever the heck I feel like. Hopefully those who read it will enjoy it, and if you don't then it's whatever.


So, (have you noticed I say "so" more than one person should? I have) on to the actual point behind this. I was just looking around on YouTube and found this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAk0-4oAqc8. I have a YouTube account, but I don't make videos (but I was contemplating starting that...hmmm...I don't know). ANYWAYS, I found this video that I previously linked and it changed my whole mindset on everything. This girl is my new hero. It's pretty inspirational, not gonna lie. GO CHECK IT OUT! (Disclaimer: There is quite alot of cussing involved so just to warn you)


I'll just let you go watch it for yourself, rather than try to explain everything to you. But I found it quite amazing :)

Wanted: A Friend

So as most of you know, I have a boyfriend who I mention in several posts, and when I say several I mean pretty much all of them. This boy has become my best friend over the past year and few months and I love him dearly, but there is a disadvantage sometimes with having a best friend who is a boy. There are just somethings that he just doesn't understand, and if something is going on with me and him who am I gonna tell? Who can I talk about girl things with? I don't really have anyone like that anymore. If you go read this post that I did a few months ago, you will see my friend situation. Things have remained the same as they were when I described them at the end of my blog post. Today, I took a walk to give myself a chance to really think about things. I realized that what I really need most is a friend. So, in all pathetic-ness this is my want ad for a friend.

Wanted:

A new best friend

*Criteria:*

-Female

-17-18 years of age

-Someone I can have fun with

-Lives in my area

-Preferably attends my high school or one close to me, like extremely close...like I'm talking either my school or the city schools and if you know my personally then you know where I am talking about.

-Someone who I can confide in

-Someone who can confide in me

-Likes Chad, and is supportive of our relationship

-Similar values to myself

-Will introduce me to new things

-Have similar interests to me

-Will be willing to talk about girly things with me (clothes, makeup, how stupid boys are, etc.)

-Won't judge me or make me feel down

-Make me feel good when I am around them/ talk to them in some form or fashion

-Will be there for me when I need them (because I will be there for them. I like to think that I am very loyal and reliable person.)

-Easy for me to talk to

-Someone to hang out with (any where and everywhere)

-Someone to be like a sister to me...since I don't have one of my own.

-Someone to be my very best friend and to call me their best friend as well.

So, yeah...there it is. Pathetic isn't it? But whatever, I know what I need and this is it. I've had this for about 10-11 years and now that I don't I'm kind of aware of what to ask for. 
I really hope that something (or someone) positive will come about soon. All I can do is try.